Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i know this sounds weird... but the thing is... i still kind of miss addi whenever i look at his blog... its kind of funny how certain things make me miss him and how certain things kind of reminds me of the very reasons why we broke up. Like for example... the red lions won the championship of the NCAA this 2007 (hurrah!! ^_^ bedaaaa-RAH!) and it kind of made me miss him coz last year, we watched the championship game 2gether. I actually wanted to watch it with him... but I had classes. And how the word 'frolics' send me smiling all the time. And how STC still kind of reminds me of him. And uh... mcdo retiro and the old frio mixx kind of has the same effect. i know its odd, and I shouldnt feel this way anymore... but I guess once you've shared your life with someone... they kind of become a part of who you are. Its like they teach you important life lessons which you couldnt have learned if you never made the choices you've made in the past. And you know that whatever happens, wherever life takes you.. and no matter how long it has been... it will always stay. People come and go in our lives for certain reasons. They all have their purpose. Their own meaning... their own depth. I guess now, looking back at everything that has happened... There are also a lot of things that make me think about our break up. And why it was the right thing to do. But I wont focus on that. Because life is a journey. It is a presentation of endless choices you can make. It could be hard, or easy. Happy, or sad. Pointless or meaningful. Beautiful or ugly. Melancholic or wild. Shallow or deep. Fabulous or dull. Laid-back or fast-paced. Complicated or simple. And I guess, I choose to see the time I spent with him, as happy and meaningful.
Y Y Hanna flew away at 3:49 PM Y Y
me, myself and i!
Hi! Im Hanna! Im 18 years old, I'm a scorpio and I love all
things girly! ^_^ W-ell, what can I say? I'm a normal girl
living in a normal world. I am currently taking up nursing in the
very very old world of UST. ^_^ I am actually planning on taking
up medicine, tho I hav no idea how since I'm not even
very very good with my lessons right now. I am, as you may say,
mediocre, when it comes to my studies. Which is a bad thing,
I know. But yeah, well... I am very much lazy. -_- I love
writing things. And I love reading books too! ^_^ but i dont
even know why I dont wna write the things I'm suppose to be writing
like those dreadful NCPs and I also hate reading when it comes to
reading the stuff Im suppose to be reading. I love fairytales.
I love happy endings and I am hoping that one day,
I'l get to have my own happy ending too. ^_^