Change is normal...right?!
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Today was...um...mediocre? Because nothing really bloggable happened. I watched the "Polar Express" with Halecx and guess what? I actually liked it! Because...well, the "Polar Express" seemed like the type of movie without a plot...I mean, when you watch the trailer, dba? Well enough about the "Polar Express", the real reason why I'm writing here is because...I noticed something different about me today. It's nothing big...Anyway, as I was walking around the mall earlier, I noticed a scrunchie. It's baby pink and it has these little colorful buttons on it. I was actually considering the fact that maybe I should buy it when I suddenly blurted out "Wag na. Mukhang pambata." Halecx looked at me with this Is-that-you-or-has-an-alien-abducted-my-real-sister look and said "So when did THAT ever mattered to you???" and I was like, "Well, I guess I just don’t feel like wearing these things anymore.". Okay. No biggie right? WRONG! Because if you really really really know me... You'd probably be shocked... I'm such a kid. I love candies, bubble gums, ice creams EVERYTHING! I love seeing rainbows, flowers and the lot! I mean, c'mon! I still live in the world of fairy tales! My hero is Peter pan for God's sake! ...and I still do love all of these... but the incident that happened today sort of made me think... Does this mean that I'm growing up? Maybe? Nah! I don't think so...right? Right? The truth is...I don’t...know...
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fun filled
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Yesterday, I went to a soiree. It was fun. Everyone (well...almost anyway) was there. Gie looked so...pink and pretty (of course). Anyway, I spent most of my time there chatting with everyone! =) So there. Anyway, today was also great, because we went to a book launching event. Fun din! BUT the book launching event wasn't the real fun (Duh. Nobody was there...okay, senator magsaysay WAS there and a few other known people and maybe some cameras and journalists were there also, but hello? Like I care.) The real fun was when we (the CWJ class) were all still in the bus! And! When Claire and I sat beside each other giggling silently and texting illegally, hahaha! Also when the talk ended and Bagie was like "Hanna? San ka nakakuha niyan? (A really expensive looking pamphlet.) Pwede ba kumuha?" and I was like "Security guards aren't chasing me...so..I guess its ok! =)" and when we were given free food! (Which totally tasted sooo bad! But I was starving! So I guess its okay.) And when Tikya (she is actually fun to be with!) and I were talking about all sort of things in power books and when we sneaked out to go to the body shop! ;D! Hahahaha! We almost didn't make it! Board the bus I mean... but what the heck? Of course they wouldn't leave us, would they? And the trip back to school was also fun...I was sooo busy!
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I'm on a trance
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
I AM FEELING LIGHT!!! Why??? Because! I'm sooo happy! You knw that? The stupid misundertanding thing has passed and it's all okay now... Geez! I just hope that THAT's the last of it.
DREAMS ARE MY REALITY
Met you by surprise..
I didn't realize,
That my life would change...
Forever.
Saw you standing there,
I didn't knw I cared.
But there was something special,
In the air...
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of real life,
for me.
Illusions are a common thing,
I try to live and dream.
Perhaps that's why its meant,
to be...
If you do exist,
Honey dont resist.
Show me a new way, of living.
Show me that its true,
feelings I've for you.
I feel something special,
about you...
DREAMS ARE MY REALITY,
A WONDROUS WORLD,
WHERE I'D LOVE TO BE...
MAYBE MY FOOLISHNESS,
HAS PASSED...
AND MAYBE NOW AT LAST...
I'LL SEE HOW A REAL
THING CAN BE...
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oh man...
Monday, November 22, 2004
My God! I don't know what's happening to me! So if you think that my last entry was THAT bad, then brace yourself for this one. If I thought that things weren't exactly crystal clear then, well I guess right now, I CAN'T SEE ANYMORE. Yesterday, a certain person wasn't acting like himself. I asked him about it and he just told me that it was about the poem...I wasn't convinced. So anyway, I just let that slip. But awhile ago, I found out what REALLY happened. My "friend" told her "so-called-friend" that I wasn't happy about what a certain person told me (the-person-who-was-acting-weird-yesterday). AND! The "so-called-friend" of my "friend" told the "person-who-was-acting-weird-yesterday". I SWEAR TO GOD IT'S SOOOO NOT TRUE! I wasn't upset about that! That doesn't even matter to me! My God how could my "friend" even THOUGHT about that??? I am so upset right now because I'm feeling guilty for something that I didn't even do! Argh!!! I just wish that my "friend" would just stop helping. Because right now, it is NOT HELPING, it is DESTROYING everything! And I just hope that "the-person-who-was-acting-weird-yesterday" would actually talk to me and hear my side first! And as for that "so-called-friend"...well...okay, he didn't do anything...but I am so CONFUSED right now! Good thing my "friend" told me what she had "BRILLIANTLY SAID" the other day (NOTE: She was actually HAPPY about it), after physics and trigo or my brain wouldn't have functioned properly.
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Bored
Friday, November 19, 2004
Nothing's happening to me...Ooookay! That was a lie. Too many things are going on inside my head its really confusing. I'm in this,,,sticky swirly pink haze. Everything seems so unreal. One moment its perfect then the next its all sooo NOT. I'm frustrated by what's happening all around me. Everything seemed crystal clear before, why couldn't it stay that way? I'm s2pid tlga! This is all my fault! I can't help it! Sometimes when I like a person and that person's just oh-so-nice to me, I tend to be mean. I don't want to be but hey! It happens. I'm 16 years old. I can make mistakes.
Y Y Hanna flew away at 8:20 PM Y Y
...
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Tuesday today. Nothing bloggable happened. But! Something bloggable happened last Sunday and yesterday. Okay so here goes. Yesterday, my family and I watched "The Incredibles". It was such an adorable movie! Really cute. And last Sunday? I spent the day with my little cousins. Where? EK! (Enchanted Kingdom!) I had fun! Despite the baby sitting job that went with the trip. My little cousins were riding the Space shuttle! Imagine that! While I, a certified 16 year old, can't even find the courage to actually line up and back out later on! Ugh! They were like ... "Ate! Sige na! Try mo lang!" and I was like "Really sorry! I can't!" and my dad said "C'mon Hanna! What's the worst thing that could happen? I'll tell you! The worst thing that could happen to you after ridng the space suttle is to throw up." *smiles* and I went "Um...no. That's not the worst thing that could happen. I could also! Have a heart attack in mid-fall and die! Or! I could develop epileptic tendenies in the middle of the ride! Or!-" and my dad just told me to stop it because I was over reacting. Well...okay! I was. But...hello??? I'm really sorry but I can't do it! I'm such a chicken when it comes to these things! I love the wheel of fate though! It's my favorite! =)
Y Y Hanna flew away at 9:21 PM Y Y
Me and my big mouth
Saturday, November 13, 2004
It's Saturday today...and my cousin celebrated her 12th b-day...it was okay...(sigh)...=(...okay, here's the deal. It's kind of stupid for me to say this but...I have this thing, about writing or composing or typing everything that I go through...or how I feel...or some of my insights maybe? But after what happened to me yesterday... I'm sort of hesitant to put anything here na...because! BECAUSE! Because I wrote something here and it offended someone! And then he offended me! Like Hello?!? It's my on line JOURNAL. Get it? JOURNAL. MY JOURNAL. So it's really absurd para mapigil ko yung sarili ko na ilagay dito kung anuman yung gusto kong ilagay dito. Pero it happened already. It totally sucks. He hates me. But I don't care. I just hope that he'll get over it. I mean-was I that offensive? Ay naku! I know that I should just shut up and keep quiet. But I'm not like that. I'm a girl who speaks her mind! Okay! Okay! I'm stopping! Hehe! Okay! Now on a lighter topic! Um...Ahhh!!! I dunno what's happening to me! I smile a lot these days! Not that I don't always smile...it's just that...these days...I smile too much! AND! I can't seem to think straight! But...it's okay. =)
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Bedans meet Theresians
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Yesterday was great! (Eto nanaman ako sa intro ko...) What's so great about it you might ask? WELL! Yesterday was our interaction with San Beda! BUT! That's not the best thing that happened to me yesterday! The best thing that happened was...I BOUGHT A NEW WALLET! IT'S SOOOO UBERLY CUTE!!! IT'S PINK! IT'S FILLED WITH RAINBOW COLORED HEARTS! AND!!! STARS!!! Okay, I don't want to admit this, but I know that you're more interested about how the interaction went rather than hear (or read?!?) a detail by detail description of my new wallet (It's 150 pesos by the way!). So here goes, my classmates and I were like... "Interaction na? YES! WALANG PHYSICS!" when the bell, signaling lunch break went of. It was lunch break when, okay! Gotta admit. My classmates and I all went to the wash room to wash our faces. Some applied powder, some applied lip gloss, some applied blush on and...some just didn't care (but they still DID comb their hair.). Bagie and I went down the basement to grab a snack when we saw Gie with two Bedans. Read: Their here already??? So anyway, the whole thing started and it wasn't this...Boy-meets-girl-for-the-first-time-EVER-so-panic-and-run-for-your-lives akward event. Everyone was friendly and everyone acted naturally. The theresians were cool and the Bedans were funny. What else happened? Oh yeah! We played the "I love you" game and the "Pass the ball" game. We also had a debate and we watched intermission numbers from both schools. As of today, my classmates can't stop talking about yesterday's interaction. About who likes who and the nicest guy (King or Benedict?). Well that's about it...
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Wisdom tooth gives you less wisdom
Monday, November 08, 2004
No!No!No!No! I HATE IT! Guess what??? I have to undergo a stupid dental surgery! Because of my stupid Wisdom tooth which is growing inside my gums right this very instant!!! Ugh!!! Noooo!!! My dentist told me that it's gonna hurt real bad! Read: "Doc? Does Root canal hurt?" "No way! Root canal is a breeze!" "Okay,but what about the surgery that I'm gonna go through?" "Well...let's see...we're gonna cut your gums open, then force your wisdom tooth out...yep! Yes! It's gonna hurt! Four hundred times more painful than root canal. Any more questions?" "..."
P.S. I'm over BOX can't bliv that THAT happened...
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The day I became a farmer...
Friday, November 05, 2004
'Oh great! Just great!!!' was the first thought that entered my mind that morning. I woke up at about 5:35 am...and the bus leaves at exactly 6:30 am! So I did all the stuff that I'm supposed to do and at 6:10, I left the house. I arrived in school not later than 6:20 am, which is good. At least I arrived just in time! When I entered the bus, I found out that Gie didn't save me a seat...which translates to: I HAVE TO SIT ON ONE OF THOSE HOPELESSLY UNCOMFORTABLE SEATS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE AISLE!!! That! And my partially wet hair which is giving me a headache plus! My feud with father time earlier that day Oh!! And, also the fact that my stupid El Polo Loco hat doesn't fit me...is enough to make anyone get all sulky...BUT! I'm Hanna! Which means I could still be little-miss-happy-and-smily! =)! So I sat down and scanned my bag to check if ever I left anything...which! To my dismay...I did...leave something...but no biggie, its just my WALLET! So anyway, the folding chair that I'm sitting on was dusty...which means...my allergic renaitis triggered...So! Just when I was sneezing all over the place, Badet asked me if I wanted to join in their card game. I said yes...and I lost. Time to cry? Nope! Not me! Because I'm Hanna! Which means I'm still hoping that the day will be great! So anyway, when we arrived, we had to walk all the way from the bus to the fields. We had to walk for millions and millions of miles! Okay. I was exagerating. Maybe it was just...let me see... 2430 kilometers...okay! Still exagerating, but it sure felt that way! When we arrived in the actual spot, there's barely any room for 100 people...and we're 300...how about that? Oh! And we had to wear long sleeved shirts despite of the intense heat, that is...if you don't want to suffer third degree burns! It was tiring. And luch time came. We all had to eat sitting on the ground which is infested by red ants...After that, we have to go back to the fields...but! It rained...So we all have to run back to get our stuff before it got drenched and find shelter...there really isn't much shelter by the way. After that, we had to listen to a two hour speech... standing up. When we got back from school everybody was just drained. You think my day was a total mess? Maybe...but then again...I'm Hanna... =)
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Our stupid computer is BROKEN!
Thursday, November 04, 2004
Okay! So! I haven't been writing (or typing, I guess) for a while! But! I'll write everything here na okay? Okay! So here's what happened to me lately, last Nov. 1, I was in Holy cross with my relatives and nothing extraordinary happened...well, exept for the fact that my Ate Maita (or enerz, as she prefers to be called) actually acknowledged my presence. I'm oh-so-busy! Tomorow, we'll be in Bulacan! I'm soooo giddy! I don't know what to feel actually, because I'm nervous, excited AND I'm kind of feeling that this whiny child inside me is about to go out and...you know? Just...complain and complain! One thing that I really really hate is HOT WEATHER. Ugh! I hate it! TOTALLY! I can't believe I'm actually going through with it! I mean...PULEAZZZE! It's not that I'm maarte or anything but hot weather REALLY. ISN'T. MY. THING. whatever! I'm still excited though! =)
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