One year...
*sigh... November 9, 2005... well well well... Time, DOES fly...because... exactly one year ago... our paths crossed. I can still remember that fateful day as if it was yesterday... And... well... it makes me feel... it makes me feel happy and sad at the same time. Happy, in a sense that, it happened. I mean... It was a good memory. *grins* and sad, because... Its all over now. =( I mean, when I think of all the happy moments I had back then, it doesnt just strike me as something happy. Somehow, there's bitterness in it also. It makes me want to go back there and see it all over again. Coz.. Well... Isn't it sad to look back at memories, THAT great and realize its all in the past now? Well... yeah, maybe. But...uhm... I kept a big piece of it up to now. And... I know, that just because were here in the future, doesn't mean that the past is lost forever. I have proof of that. Coz I have a living breathing chunk of remembrance of everything that happened on November 9, 2004. And that piece of memory is none other that Addi. =) November 9, wouldn't have been a striking event if it wasn't for him. I love him to the core and nothing can EVER change that. He taught me a lot of things and he makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. Because of him, I believe that there's heaven here on earth. What can I say? I love him. =) Besides...Its nice to have someone to talk to about everything that happened back then and when you ask him, "You know, what I mean?" he always does. And I just know that he ALWAYS will. =)
PS: I miss Gie and Bagie. =(