I want to cry.I want to scream. I cant eat. I cant sleep.I dont want to talk 2 anyone.I dont want 2 listen 2 anyone. I think Im crazy. I think Im dying.

but Im not regretting anything.
I love him.
I love him so much.

Maybe someday I'll move on. Maybe someday I'll love again. Maybe someday I'll get my life back on track. Maybe someday I'll forget.

...No, I dont think I could ever forget. The emotions that goes with all my memories of him are far too strong. His eyes, his hands, his hair, his smile, his laugh, his voice. The way he looks at me, the way he holds my hand, the way he slips his arm around my waist, the way he places his head on my shoulder, the way he brushes my hair away from my face, the way he smells, how soft his lips felt when it was pressed against my skin, the way we talked, the way we laughed, the way we loved each other.

I'll never forget him.

Deep inside I know, that I'll never stop loving him. But someway, somehow, I'll find a way to live through everyday without him by my side. I just know, that the memories we shared and played will keep me alive. This feeling that I have inside is eternal. It will never change, nor falter.

Goodbye....







.... my love.