Kakagaling ko lng ng fontana, and guess what? I darkened. NO. Ndi cia TAN...more like BROWN if u ask me. Haaaay. Ayan. Proof na umitim ako.

UST enrollment was pure torture! I mean, helloOoO??? Tama ba nman kcng isabay kme sa COMMERCE?? Sa COMMERCE?? andami kayang course nun! Haaay...aun. Siksikan. Pero it was...fulfilling. Hehehe. Excited na ko! Section 11 ako (Whadya expect?? ALphabetical!)! Meron na kong kilalang clasmates ko! (Sa daldal ko ba nman.) Aun....ano pa ba nangyari? Ah oo! Khapon pumunta ako sa house nila addi. Birthday nia kc. Chiqui was with me. Aun, it was okay. His mom's reeeeeeeaaally nice. And he seems....uhm...busy. Aun. Yun lng.

Okay, much as I hate 2 admit it, I think I'm losing my writer's touch. Why??? That's because, I can't seem to write ANYTHING worth reading! It's stupid, really. Since I'm a CWJ student, but its just that, I seem to be suffering from writer's block! AND WHAT'S WORSE, is that, I don't know if this is JUST a writer's block, OR if circumstances were different I might even be losing it ENTIRELY and permanently! Heaven knows I can't even construct a perfect sentence these days! How awful! I mean, for me. Because writing is my first love, my very being, my passion! SO why is this happening?? Everytime I think of something good, I always try to write it, but that doesn't seem to be working because the written piece seems like the more boring (and maybe even hundred times duller) version of what I've thought of! Is this because of emotional stress? Heck! I don't even know if I'm under stress right now. I know what I should be doing, I should be practicing! But how could I? I don't even seem to have any ideas left inside my brain. I don't know, I don't know what's been happening! And sometimes, I go through my old journals and short stories, even my poems and they have this certain "charm" which I couldn't capture anymore with my present compositions. It's like, a different person wrote it! I know it sounds stupid, but that's what I feel! AND this, coming from me! The girl who loves writing so much, she even risks not listening to her physics teacher just so she can continue with whatever story she's working on at that time. I pity myself. The only thing which I am really passionate about is slipping and is nearly out of reach. My reach anyway. Sometimes, when I see people scribbling effortlesly, I feel a pang of jealousy. I used to be like that. But for goodness sake! I don't even know what they're writing about! It might even be their grocery list for tomorrow for all I care! SEE WHAT I MEAN???? I'M LOSING IT! This entry is completely non-sense! But I can't help it. I NEED to write. Even if that means terrible writing.

I took a quiz! And it tells you, about how you view life! =) Well, here's my result.



Life is good and bad. You know it can never be
perfect and that it never have been, and you're
fine with that. You still feel it's important
to live life since it can end any day and not
sulk because of some little failure in life.
You are often a happy person, still you don't
laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm
aura and most people feel comfortable around
you.


How do you see life? .::minor update::.
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Haaaaay...Walang nangyari sken 2day. Super boring. Pero! May nangyari sken last Sunday! =D Last Sunday, was the Graduation Ball of San Beda, and I was there, with, OF COURSE, sino pa ba, Addi. It was fun. I think everyone had fun. Ayon. Yun lang. Um...actually, marami pa, SUPER! =) kaso nga lang...nakakailang ilagay dito eh. So...un. Bsta lng malagay ko dito ung event kasi hindi nanaman ako nakakapag-update. Ay! Oo nga pla, Take nio ung quiz ko. Under the "About the Writer" , click nio ung link na "Take my quiz" Hah! Tingnan natin kung sinong may future na maging manghuhula. ;p