Sometimes, you just don't see the world the way you used to. Sometimes, you just stop and wonder about what's happening to you. And most of the time, you don't really know. So what do you do? Nothing. You just stare at an empty space. Thinking. But guess what? You also don't know what to think about. You know actually...but you just won't admit it. So what happens is, you think about all sort of things just to get your mind off the THING which you are actually dying to think of. But you'll end up thinking about the THING which you don't want to think about anyway. See, that's what's been happening to me yesterday. I woke up and just...stayed there in bed. Feeling numb. Just staring at the ceiling. It didn't last though coz my Mom told me to get out of bed because the maid's going to clean the room. So what did I do? Simple. I called my bestfriend. I didn't have to worry about talking because she was always the one doing it. All I have to do was listen. It sort of got my mind off the problem. Gie told me about how hectic her schedule was yesterday. And let me tell you, it really was. I was just listening to her rant and rave about her life when she suddenly said "O? Alam ko naman kung bakit ka tumawag dito. Ano? Sabihin mo na..." And I was like..."My GOD! Gie! I LOVE YOU! You DO know ME!" and she was like..."No problem." So I poured my heart out. I told her about my feelings. My insights. Everything. Even my monologue. (Er...I always make one for no one to hear, but I always recite it to Gie and Bagie. Hehehe.) After I finished, I felt lighter. My God it felt good. To have my burden sort of um...lightened? So anyway Gie said something like. "So you wanna go out? C'mon Hanna. I know you NEED cheering up." And I was like, "Where do we go?" Duh. Stupid question. We both know that everytime we go out, we never really have a specific destination. I know what she'll say. And she said it. "Anywhere!" so I agreed (I nearly cried. Imagine! Gie? Cancelling ALL her appointments for the day just to cheer up little-old-me??? Just to see my crestfallen little face turn into a smiling one??? My god I love her! I wanted to hug her, but, I can't because of course we were talking on the phone. ) One hour later, I was in her place and we decided to go to glorietta. We commuted towards the MRT station. When we arrived there, Vanessa texted Gie. So Gie and I had to wait for an hour in Mcdonalds for that girl. No biggie. Gie even smudge chocolate syrup (from the choco-sundae *wink*wink) all over her teeth just to make me laugh. (Don't take this the wrong way. I wasn't in a really sad state. It's just that, you know how Gie likes making people laugh.) So when Vanessa arrived, we rode the MRT towards Glorietta. Fun. Fun. Fun. Then after an hour, the three of us decided to go to Greenhills! So back to MRT! When we arrived in Greenhills, we ate first and then! Back into action! So anyway, after an hour in Greenhills, we already had to go home because my Mom told me to be back at 7:00 pm. Besides! Teejay was also gonna go to Gie's house to tell her something REALLY important. So there. I arrived on time in Gie's house. I called my mom and she was completely cool about it because once I'm in Gie's house already, Mom considers it, like I'm HOME. The day ended and I went home (my REAL home) at about 8:30 pm. I was busy and happy. Too bad that THING I was hoping to forget that day NEVER really left my mind...=)