Nothing's happening to me...Ooookay! That was a lie. Too many things are going on inside my head its really confusing. I'm in this,,,sticky swirly pink haze. Everything seems so unreal. One moment its perfect then the next its all sooo NOT. I'm frustrated by what's happening all around me. Everything seemed crystal clear before, why couldn't it stay that way? I'm s2pid tlga! This is all my fault! I can't help it! Sometimes when I like a person and that person's just oh-so-nice to me, I tend to be mean. I don't want to be but hey! It happens. I'm 16 years old. I can make mistakes.